Sunday, February 27, 2011

Velvet Underground - I´m Waiting For The Man



my first visit to new york this song was stuck in my head the entire time. I dont know if it was because i was quickly running out of heroin, and desperatly looking for a fix, or because i was on lexington picturing lou reed picking up from some sweaty cuban drug dealer.. in my mind it looked so easy....during the Tripp i met my great friend Scotties future wife Abby, and saw my brother from another mother ray(so it wasnt all bad), and the whole time was really sick(fuck drugs)...who a few years earlier left me at his old mans house in laguna beach.. for NY. after a few days of scouring the city I was saved by a good friend, not with shit drugs, but with a ticket home( i owe her my life) and was flying home after just 3 or 4 days in NY.. did i mention that i took a bus from long beach california all the way to New York port authority! tattooin my shit the whole way!(bad idea)!..it had been 2 or so days without any poison.. I should have kicked when i got home, but i am notorious for making bad decision's!! it took me about another year to get away from that shit........................I don't really keep track, i just know its about this time... as well it lines up with when I met the love of my life Shani!who i give soul credit for my sobriety!! right about now I am around 5 year clean...this isnt a yah for me.. this is what has been on my mind recently.and more so about seeing my friends die from stupid shit... to all of my friends who are still on it, pull your head out of your ass!

2 comments:

  1. You wrote a book while I was blow drying my hair .... I kid I kid.
    Your the best person I've ever met and I love you so !!

    xxS

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  2. I think you are the only person that checks my blog out!!

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